Born of unmanageability and lack of trust, Fear, when left unchecked, is a liar and a thief.
In its extreme, fear tells me that I will lose something I think I need or that I will never get what I think I want. Self-centeredness intertwines with fear and the result is an ever-growing snowball of insecurity and dishonesty. Fear is a symptom of my lack of trust. When I embrace a lie, fear prevents me from differentiating the truth from the false.
Without balance, fear is a thief, robbing me of any chance I have of existing grounded in the present moment. Fear anchors me in the past, holding my thoughts and feelings hostage to a time that no longer exists. Fear can also catapult me into the future with overwhelming anxiety about what may, or may not, occur. I am afraid to surrender to the process that is life. Instead, I focus only on outcomes. I create probabilities and illusions that do not exist in reality. Fear steals hope and any chance of serenity and peace in the Now.
Fight or flight are the two most basic, instinctive reactions to my inability to control and manage this type of crippling and paralytic fear. Yet, fight or flight are not the only options. The belief that my thoughts or feelings are not as powerful as I assumed. The solution is outside of self-centeredness. Faith in something more than what I comprehend becomes the bridge from fear to freedom. Freedom from fear is living honestly and with acceptance of what is. Thus truth will destroy the liar. Letting go of what was, and what could be, drains fear’s hold over me. I may never be completely free from fear, but I can walk past fear with courage.
I continue on this path, divesting self from the liar and the thief.
~ S.D.